Time to make a list. There is gratitude. Thankfulness. Praise. Adoration. Gullibility. Simpering. Contentedness. Shame. There are a hundred conditions that lead to making this list.

• boys

• sisters

• poetry

• change

• love

This is enough for now. I want a cleaner day. A walk. A heartful of joy. Maybe the universe is listening, maybe I will listen to the universe. Maybe that’s the same.